Research Division
I apologize for the long delay in content. Psychonaughtic research in California has led my understanding of reality down a rabbit hole so steep, I knew not even that I could trust the information to the peering eyes that see all that exist outside of my head. I know now that proper safeguards are in place in the sleepers, none of what I say will be taken seriously, seen only as laughable neurosis bordering insanity. Thus, the system still runs smoothly, as it probably always will, thanks to the fleeting conceptions of memory and time.
I have found that reality is naught but an arbitrary and purposeless construct, a sort of matrix if you will. To call it a simulation may be a rather close-to-home metaphor, and my experiences with psychedelics in past months have me completely convinced. Convinced that this thing we call reality can and is interacted with in an inter-mediated fashion by some form of outside influence. Convinced that something wants us to stay here, and something wants us to leave. Whether or not this is simply my own mind playing tricks is yet to be conclusively proven, but if so, the mind has much more to do with the manifestation of seemingly outside phenomena than I ever before thought possible, and I'm a practicing wizard, or was. Now, I consider myself more of a transcendentalist. If a purpose could possibly be leaked out of this existence, thus far I have found it to be such; To experience the true nature of reality, come to terms with it, and ensure that the trajectory of our lives is set in such a way as to catapult our minds out of this physical construct, and into that which this is but a mere reflection of. Of course, you may just want to say 'fuck it', live like you do and die as you will and be subject to whatever that entails. Something tells me though, that the path of transcendence will come to pass eventually, regardless of anything, as if the entire construct is bound by destiny to conjoin with that of which it is constructed. But, one thing I know is that on this path, I will not be able to find any concrete answers. Faith will be required, and the pieces that I collect in this labyrinth of confusion will undoubtedly make sense to me and me alone, as yours will you. There should be some parallels though, and each piece fits everywhere at some point in time, depending solely on the surrounding pieces and the mind assembling them. More info can be found at reddit.com/r/EscapeTheMatrix/, where user NOSPACESALLCAPS is searching for his own way to awakening. Good luck out there, and god speed.
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